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Thursday, 25 December 2003

  • THE 2004 METAMORPHOSIS

    I wonder what life is like in the rugged shoes of a bum.  How can they live each day like that?  What's so hard about getting a job and working for money instead of holding cardboard signs asking for it?  Why can't they let go of their lifestyle and morph themselves to something better?  It's too hard for them when they have been stuck in that lifestyle for so long.  I can understand why it is so difficult for them to change themselves when i am, in fact, struggling with that myself.

    For some time now i have been trying to metamorphosize.  I have made a decision that i will change but i havent drove myself full force to that decision.  I want to be able to look back at my life and see myself giving 110% at what i did no matter what it was.  I want to maximize my energy and utilize it to my full potential.  I know if i dont change now, i never will.  The time is now and not later.  I have to change now and most importantly i have to keep with it.  This is for myself and for my future.  What i hold in my mind can determine my future.  If i can change myself then i can change my world. 

    This year i have thought of some resolutions... no, i have MADE some resolutions that i will stick to as long as i can.  I will go to bed around 10-11:00PM and wake up around 7-8 AM.  I will workout on the days i have to workout and not skip a day.  I will stretch my legs and make myself flexible.  I will make my reflexes quick and fast.  I will practice karate or some form of martial arts.  I will spend more time reading and writing.  I will write complete songs and meet more people so i can find band members.  There is more i would like to change about myself but this is just some for now. 

     I know all of this is a process and will take a while to accomplish so if i fall off the tracks i will need to get myself back up and running.  What im going to do is break it all down and compile it into a schedule for me to follow daily.  The hardest part wlil surely be doing it and sticking with it.  These here are my New Year's resolutions.  Albeit it is very large sum of resolutions altogether.

     

Wednesday, 17 December 2003

  • DREAMS ARE MEANT TO BE REMEMEBERED

    Ever since i have stopped thinking abnormally i have stopped remembering my dreams.  I dont really remember what i dreamt last night but a small fragment.  The more abonormal thoughts that you create the more you will program yourself to accept those kind of thoughts.  You will have this abonormal mindset.  By abonormal,  i mean thinking thoughts that are unordinary.  For instance, you would not look like a pencil as a pencil but perhaps a toothpick or a dart.  As a result, you will be more inclined to remember your dreams instead of just discarding them and forgetting them. 

    Also, if you want to remember your dream you can keep asking your self, "Is this a dream?"  Because if you get in habit of asking yourself that through frequent intervals of the day you will eventually remember to ask yourself that same question when you are dreaming.  When you do catch yourself you will know that it is a dream and be able to control what you dream and remember it a lot better.

Sunday, 14 December 2003

  • REMEMBERING YOUR DREAMS

    I have discovered something remarkable.  The reason we sometimes don't remember our dreams is because our mind is trained to discard odd or unusual information.  We are not used to seeing new things so when we dream we really dont remember what we are dreaming. 

    Programing yoru mind to get used to the abonormal can help you remember you dreams more.  Last night i remembered everythign.  It was certainly unusual but its relevance to me was accurate.  Now if i can just figure out what it all means.

Friday, 12 December 2003

  • WAR, THE ONLY REAL FOOTBALL GAME FOR MILITARIES

    I'm through with finals and the semester and now I can breathe in liberation!  It ended last thursday for me and this week I plan on going back to my hometown and see my family and friends, which should be much of an experience. 

    The search for band members still continutes.  So far I have a possible drummer in mind although some other candidates could be a big help.  Now all I need is two guitarists and our own original style of rock. And how about some fluorescent lasers, a dry ice machine, and some snzzy black suits.  I think we'll be set after we have all of that.  Maybe we should have a crowd and a stage.  Yeah definitely a stage and a crowd.  A decent size stage will do and an audience of people so cool that we will never sell out ever.  After the shows we would have after-show partys where people could conduct interviews with us and with the other bands that played.  I can see it all so clear and feel it all coming near!!

    What is about war that disgusts me?  I can't decide is it the senseless cloaked murderous acts of violence or is it the twisted insanity that it brings?  Should i flip a coin or maybe roll some dice?  After all, war is a game isnt it?  No it's not but people treat it like it is.  War is so ridiculous it is almost like a football game.  The generals are the coaches and the soldiers are the football players and the quarterback is the sergeant.  The soldiers follow the orders of the quarterback and the sergeant obeys the coach or general.  The general makes war tactics or plays, if you will, for the rest of the team to follow.  It is carried out and executed by the subordinates to win the game and when they decimate the other team to defeat they glorify their colors and flags, or in this case their team's symbol and name.  These teams are categorized by cities like war is categorized by nations.  These teams have bands trumpeting their triumphs like the patriotic parades of war.

    War is very much like a game and when more people die it is just a few more steps closer to victory for another team.  What continues these ongoing wars or football games are the youth who contributes themselves to these senseless acts of violence.  And why do they feel they must do this?  A breath of peace will never be possible until the youth of every nation takes part in a military boycott.  One nation cannot expect for peace or any hope of it when all the other nations are armed and weaponized.  For worldwide peace, it is necessary for every nation to move together in the same motion for disarmament.  This gigantic leap by all of mankind will be a mark of peace for centuries.  The only question that remains is when each nation will be willing to make such a vestige.  I have a feeling that it will be tremendously long time before that happens.

     

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